I love Being Human

Hair cut. Have bangs now...they are sorta inbetween-ish. No sense I know right?
Last couple of days have sucked. Big giant loads of depressing horrible-ness and self loathing.
I can't even help others like I want to.
I need help. They need help. So I will help.
Or I will try.
I want to be the one who helps. To stop the hurts life gives us.

Sick of those dang clouds

Have you seen my ghost?
Staring at the ground?
Have you seen my ghost?

Sick of those dang clouds

Are you some kind of medicine man?
Cut the demons out of my head
You cant kill something thats already dead
Just leave my soul alone
I dont need no surgery
Take those knives away from me
Just wanna die in my own body
A ghost just needs a home

Sexing...fruit flies

Sexing fruit flies...really kind of interesting. The lab report that comes afterwords about genetics...not so interesting. In fact kind of  horrible.
I need some sleep. Want to sleep. I think if I did, I would not wake up. Or at least I would try really hard not to.

Your Scotish...fry something!

Beans are evil....Bad bad beans.

I still love and sorta miss David Tennant and his 'Doctor' but...This is so freaking hilarious...BRAVO Matt Smith you are going to be quoted every time I eat yogurt or beans. Not a big victory on your behalf but hey, every bit counts?

Making you Wonder

if someone truly loves you, will they accept the secrets you have?

Excuses

We're monsters. We hurt each other, and try to convince ourselves it is for the best. We're human, we're flawed. There is something wrong with everyone of us, something none of us can fix, or would take the time to.

We live our lives around the pain. The pain that just is living; going on when we know no matter what we all tell ourselves nothing will change.

Life. 

Its pain, and loss and hurt. Most of all the hurt of those we love most. The hurt that we cannot fix, sometimes even the hurts we bring onto others. And we can't change it, it's who we are.

But we can try, try to do enough good to out weigh the bad we do to ourselves and to others. We can pray and hope the way God helps us causes others the least amount of suffering.

It's all we can do.

"The 11th Doctor: The way I see it, every life is a pile of good things and bad things. The good things don’t always soften the bad things, but vice versa the bad things don’t always spoil the good things and make them unimportant."