By Sheer force of Will...

We can Learn to Fly

 

The Answer to the Ultimate Question of Life, the Universe, and Everything

The post before this...was the 42nd post...
I hope you understand what that means.

utterly Alone Again it feels like...

...but I'm not really, Am I? 

Everything feels worse at night. When your alone. When it is dark. When no one is caring about you. When you can't even care yourself.

Feel the pain. Feel despair.  

And let it go. 

Can you? Can I?

Why would You Listen To Me, I Can't even Listen to Myself

Don't listen to those little voices that tell you it is all a Lie.
It will end.
They felt nothing.
You were just an after thought...You will not mean anything soon...I will not mean anything. I will be forgotten.
Will I?

I can't help it right now, I can't even hold my own back, so how can I help yours? Can I? 
Will it make a difference?
 

Never Give up

You know its not alright-to feel like your falling into nothing
You can learn to fly

Crying is Not Always a Bad Thing

Will you be My Lullaby?

Sweet as the sound of my newformed wings
I stretch them open, I let them dry
I haven't seen this world before
But I'm excused, I'm a butterfly
Sweet as the touch of your newborn wings
We fly in circles, we play with the sun
We haven't seen this world before
So fair, so bright, so blue the sky

Love me, love me on the leaves
Before we say goodbye
Love me, kiss me with the breeze
You will be my lullaby
Tomorrow I'll die
Be my lullaby

Love me, kiss me with your breeze
Love me, love me on the leaves
Before we say goodbye

Sweet as the wind as it gently blows
The day away. And the night time comes
Great are the wonders that silence shows
I fall asleep and I dream of the sun...

Can I just Say

I Love You

Love you still...now that I have, always will

You try to be strong
But you're always so alone
Whatever I do I do it wrong...

Please don't let it go
'Cause if you won't let it I won't let it go
Hey my darling
Please don't let it 

Darling

Your the best. Hope you know it... No words.

Things to be Done

• Live by the THREE E's - Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.
• Make time to pray daily
• Play games
• Sit in silence 5 minutes daily
• Take a 10 to 30 minute walk 2-3 times a week
• Smile at strangers
• Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what they're experiencing in life.
• Don't hold negative thoughts about things you can't control. Rather, utilize your energy toward positive thoughts.
• Don't take yourself too seriously. Others probably don't.
• Take time to dream a little while you're awake.
• Don't dwell on envy which is a waste of energy. Enjoy what you already have, and the priceless gifts God has given to you.
• Forget things of the past. You can't change what's happened. The best tonic is "forgive and forget".
• You are the only one who can control your happiness. Don't be bitter. Life is way too short.
• Good or bad, life is simply a pool of experiences. Learn from life's lessons. The problems will appear and eventually fade away.
• Smile and laugh more.
• Remember, it's not necessary to attend the invitation to argue
• Daily, do something good to or for others
• This may be tough… but forgive everyone, for everything.
• Spend time with elderly people and young children.
• Make three people smile each day.
• What other people think of you is our of your control and not your concern.
• Stay in touch with friends and loved ones. They are the ones who will care for you when you are sick
• Always do what's best; Do the right thing.
• Eliminate anything that isn't useful, beautiful, or joyful.
• Remember, God does heal everything, but it happens on HIS clock.
• No matter the situation, good or bad, it will eventually change.
• Regardless of how you feel, get up, dress up, and show up.
• When you wake up in the morning, thank God for doing so.
• Your Inner Spirit always remains happy. May this be your focus.
• Keep all these thoughts in mind

THE BEST IS YET TO COME

My throat is sore

Everything in my head is singing

Noone said life was fair, noone said that was right though

Somehow all I did today was cry. Inside. Outside.
Tears, yelling.
Anger at the sadness and at the idea of people hurting, People not liking, People crying.
The idea that people cannot understand one another.
The idea that people will not change.
And most of all knowing your not here right now.
It is not fair to them.

a-dork-able

Hey.
I smile when I talk to you.
When I think about you.
When I find my self thinking about you
...and sometimes for no reason at all I catch myself smiling and it's about you.