oh the places we go

yeah area, manic stage, Backstage, hell, New Stage

I miss you

Where ever I am you'll always be, more then just a memory
If I ever leave this world alive

"I'm okay, I'm alright. Though you have gone, from my life.
You said that it would now everything should
Be alright"

When Life Sucks, take a Nap.

So thanks.
Good to know you care Good to know you don't mind how much it hurts
Good to know how much I ever meant to you
Just so it is clear.
Don't worry, now I understand
Now there's no question of how much I mattered, nothing for me to worry about
I guess I thought we were closer. I guess I thought you understood more. I guess I expected more from you.
Sorry I thought too much of you.

little cutie

I just Never went to Sleep

I didn't mean to stay up...but
every time I look at the clock all the numbers are the same.
not a good sign.

I am a problem

I am a problem

Stop telling me I'm not,

even you know its true

even I know there's no point in saying otherwise

By Sheer force of Will...

We can Learn to Fly

 

The Answer to the Ultimate Question of Life, the Universe, and Everything

The post before this...was the 42nd post...
I hope you understand what that means.

utterly Alone Again it feels like...

...but I'm not really, Am I? 

Everything feels worse at night. When your alone. When it is dark. When no one is caring about you. When you can't even care yourself.

Feel the pain. Feel despair.  

And let it go. 

Can you? Can I?

Why would You Listen To Me, I Can't even Listen to Myself

Don't listen to those little voices that tell you it is all a Lie.
It will end.
They felt nothing.
You were just an after thought...You will not mean anything soon...I will not mean anything. I will be forgotten.
Will I?

I can't help it right now, I can't even hold my own back, so how can I help yours? Can I? 
Will it make a difference?