Last day

today was my last day of highschool...and I dont know how to feel, or how to organize my thoughts or emotions.
What happens now
Where do I begin at the end
Why did I think it didn't matter-
when really it was the only thing that did
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When are we 'ready' how do you know
Am I ready for this
Can I make it?

Near the End

We only part to meet again.

Upside down off the ground

...God I love you.

Yes sir you came and you took my breath,
My head is feeling a little light.
All right, I hope that you feel it too.
Oh everything you do.

I’m loving everything you do.

Comfort

Every individual 

has a place to fill in the world, 

and is important, 

 whether he chooses to be so or not.

Why is it so comforting for me to know that, no matter what my choice on the matter, I am important and there is nothing I can do contrary to that

I have a place

I have a use

I am alive and therefore I will LIVE

Parallel-ness

If I am tired of falling asleep,
What am I of waking up?

Serenity

God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.

Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.
Amen.

Abandonment

Breakable

Why do they leave me all by myself?
Why do they use me and bring me down?
Why do they hurt me?
Why do they leave me?
Why doesn't anybody stick around?

Why doesn't anyone stay here?
Why do they leave me?
Don't they realize I'm a porcelain doll?
Fragile, helpless, unwanted
Breakable

Lost, alone, unsure
Kind, demure, small
Fragile, helpless
Breakable

My Kind of Weather

Love...love is something else. Its the weather being good everyday. Because wind and rain is just another kind of good weather. 
That's love.
~ Because you asked

Things happen.

And I'm just there.

18 Tomorrow

I like Ska music

I like Birds
    I want to be a Bird. more than anything Else
  and I will always Be Sad because I
              can Never Be

I like Water
   Cold and loving
mother
         distant; because I cant Breath
    I Try
         I can't
    I want to Live Underwater
              and Fly

I like You
   Because you are that
      You
       no one else
   We can Fly.   Learn
         Always
   And play in the Sky
    Swim with the Stars
    rest with the Moon

Then there's Myself