Thursday, October 27, 2011

it's the waiting that gets you
the waiting and watching yourself grow frail
always waiting

for the end
for him
for the storm to pass over

it never comes
it never goes away
your stuck
no more going forward
     and there is no back

just waiting

Thursday, October 20, 2011

Best Halloween movies...yup I'm doing this deal with it

1. HocusPocus- 300 year old black cat that was a boy and other stuff happens, makes me cry and I love it.
2. Nightmare Before Christmas-IT COUNTS OKAY!!
3. Halloweentown....it was my favorite as a kid
4. The Little Vampire -SCOTLAND
5. Cirque du freak -because I love Mr. Crepsley
6. Ghost - just a good movie in general really
7. Monster House
8. Edward Scissorhands
9. Ghost Busters :3 just...ya haha

Sunday, October 16, 2011

The World

-from a fellow nerdfighter

I make these for myself. Forget. Remember. Survive.

One of the worst feelings in the world is loneliness. Sitting in the dark by yourself in the wee hours of the night gently crying. Nobody knows what's going on with you.
Everybody you know is resting peacefully in their bed awaiting the new day tomorrow.But for you, there's no difference in the days. They pass monotonously.
But that's not true.
You can remember every one. Every single one.
And I can still remember what I was. Sometimes that's worse.
It is so hard to believe what it used to be like, how that could even have been. All those times, those bits before.

Like I made that all up
Maybe I did.

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Lonely? ...no title

Abandon

it clings to you
like sweat
like fear
the wanting

if leaves you gasping
clinging for hands
for arms
something to hold

give me comfort
or
and
leave me alone

Monday, October 3, 2011

Really about homework...


The woods are lovely, dark and deep.
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep