Insomnia my fine friend, what you you desire. Tell me so that I may give it to you.

Have you ever had a song in your head? I get that a lot, except with a phrase or just a word or a sound.
Do you ever mimic? Someone says a word a certain way or makes a noise and suddenly i have to repeat it.

I'm trying to not let my mind run away with it's assumptions. The mind rebels against stagnation and a strong will. I will not let it entertain certain ideas so it is grieving me with a loop of phrases and song clips.

STOP PRETENDING ART IS HARD

AND EVERYTHING BUT SLEEP from Swinburne

TANTALUS

OH DEMON ALCOHOL

SHI

I ONLY DRINK WHEN I'M HAPPY

OUUUUUT TONIGHT

This all makes my control so weak thst then it forces repeats of images like how I would like to imagine it being and working out. Torture.

"So you cannot kill the mind by force. The mind dies its own death by the poison of disassociation."

Blarg

Obligatory February post

What's funny is that I have had so many things to say on here this past month. I have developed the problem where I think about a topic or story so much that I never actually write it down or so anything with it.
Poo.